Where is my mind?
Ok... I need to think here for a bit so I can remember the blog posts I was thinking of writing at work.
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Now I remember. I had to do that mental VCR thing. Rewinding my day and thoughts until I could recreate where the ideas came from in the first place. Anywho... on with the post.
At what point do high standards=becoming a flaming jerkwad?
I recently got out of a seven year relationship. I want to move up to the next level of competition. In other words, while I don't want a relationship now or any time soon, I would like to be spending time with women who are very attractive to me and also are interesting to me say... conversation wise. Not to say my ex wasn't any of those things. I just want better. The next step up. Whatever that may be.
When does this desire cross the line into me being a jerk? Like thinking I'm better than other people. I'm worried about that. It would be easy to slide into, that mindset.
I guess if the thought even floats through my conscious than it's likely not going to happen. Also I have friends that I hope will tell me if cross that line.
So tomorrow, going out with a friend and getting my ex out of the apartment. A big day to be sure.
I like the clothes I have been borrowing from my brother. Unprincipled me says to take them.
HAHAHAHHA I am indeed an evil mastermind.
2 comments:
Who's the Allie person you link to? I find her postings to be of exceptional quality (especially, of course, her love for the Vartan.)
-Rachael
This Allie person is a random person's blog I discovered. When I was with Jesse, we used to call her my "blog girlfriend."
Pretty much just someone interesting. She's apparently getting married. Funny how you can get interested in the lives of total strangers.
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